Too Good To Be True

"In your surrender as You lay down your life. You took up a sinners cross and Your life rescued mine. Lord of the heavens King of all days without you my world slips away, consumed by your mercy redeemed by your grace now I live for you.
I'm found in the arms of love For Your love it has saved my soul. I'll run to Your arms of love Your loves gonna lead me home"...

This song has been playing on my ipod for a few weeks. It's from the Hillsong United new album (Tear down the walls) it's called "King of all days". Every time I hear the lyrics to this song I tear up and I feel tight deep inside. I begin to swallow. I have an overwhelming sense that it's too good to be true. There's no way He loved me so much, loves me so much. I know me, I know my tendencies and my frailty, yet He chose to die for me, he has chosen to love me. Talk about the only one who actually doesn't need to be lied to because he sees it all. He sees all I am. And still he believes in me and trusts me.

I am reminded of a beautiful story in the bible invloving Jesus and a woman caught cheating on her husband (John 8). The spiritual leaders and pastors of the day brought this woman to Jesus and told him what she had done and that Moses' law required such one to be stoned to death. Then they asked Jesus what he thought about it hoping to catch him in his own words. But Jesus did it again he bent down and wrote in the dirt afterward he straightened up and said these well known words "he who has know sin cast the first stone". The story concludes with every person hoping to see this woman stoned to death abandon their stone and leaving Jesus with the woman alone. He told the woman in so many words "if none of these condemn you, then I don't condemn you either". From this woman's point of view there is no tomorrow... she is dead.

Too good to be true? You bet!! I was that woman, and frankly I am that woman most days (ignore the picture of me in a skirt). But Jesus Christ God's only son looks at me with those eyes filled with grace and his words of truth and says to you and I "I don't condemn you go and sin no more".